after one late sleep in, after 2 scoops of nutella, after one bowl of porriage and 2 sushi's, after talking a lil to mommy n han (huge improvement btw) and finally after visiting the toilet, here i am, in my room, sitting against the green wall with my laptop propped against me. im too lazy to on the fan and i hear the wind howling through my window.
today hasnt been very good. i go to a webpage, see something, feel my heart drop then decide to turn off the com. ( not very effective since i on-ed in in less than 10 minutes again) im spacing out.
im moving. yes again. and this time, i doubt anyones gonna find it.
i need to find my true friends. those who really love me and care.
iv tried methods to come clean. to try looking at the positive views of live. but fuck.
i end up brooding over sad stuff again.
i never find answers to what i want.
no one seems to care enough. and i dont want to go confronting and pleading for people to please take a look at me, pity and love me. god, whats happening.
heres my final link my link
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