im supposed to be finishing my english assignment but heck. so i woke up today feeling really moody and sleepy and i just wished i didnt have to go to school.. but thankfully i did. had a few good lauhs and that brightened things up for me quite a bit. so the class hamsters fought. now the females bleeding.. poorthing. school was looonnnng today. everyone was in was soooo sleepy i swear. anyway.. after school, i met darryl gugu and we went towning.. it was like one of the best days this week [though its only tuesday] it was like i was able to be myslef. dont have to be cautious of what he might think of me. cos i know no matter what, being an "uncle" though he's seriously too young and wacky to be one, he'll always see me as sarah. hah ok im like so not making sense but fuck it. this blog is supposed to be for me to say what i want. so like if others dont understand, try your best. hee well.. met him at amk then headed to town. [in my uniform. ew] walked the whole of taka but couldnt find anything. oh wait i did. hah then headed on to heerens and fareast. I FINALLY FOUND MY GREY NAILPOLISH!! then we headed to novena for dinner with mummy n sis then home.
god, whats wrong with me.im so full of anger now
so yes. technically we'r alright. but boy im sure your clueless about whats going on under the surface. in your mind you think everythings fine. its not. i really dont know how to put it in words or even say it out. its too fuckedup and im just sick. SICK OF EVERYTHING YOU THINK IS OKAY WITH ME. FUCKITFUCKITFUCKIT.
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